I'm feeling very stress .

I'm feeling very confused .

I'm feeling very exhausted .

I'm feeling very scared .

I'm so speechless . I regretted what i sent .

I really regretted .

But once things are spoken , it cannot be like normal again .

Idk what to do . Could somebody help me .

I'm lost .

But instead of people helping me ,

People made me more confused .

Idk what i should do .

But i only know that i'm not leaving you alone .

All i can say is i'm sorry to sent you such a disappointing msg.

I'm sorry .

I love baby.

So we fight, through the hurt.

And we cry and cry and cry and cry.

And we live.

and we learn.

And we try and try and try and try.

So its up to you and its up to me,

That we meet in the middle On our way back down to earth.

Well i haven't post for quite long .

These days were quite FML also .
So , i dunt want to mention it out also .
Didn't go school today , big mistake . Worse mistake .
One mistake makes many mistakes come along .
Not in a very good mood also .
Anw , darren is @ my house .
My blood sister just went out to play mahjiong .
And just changed the bloody skin again , cus of my boredom .
Nothing much to post also.

Lastly ,
Happy 26.
Although i know it suppose to be sad 26. Aww. Fuckmylife ?
Aiyah . All my fault .
Whatever .
I believe things will go better soon .

Tadah !
I love baby.

NotAVeryLongPostForToday. (:

Went to school . Late .
Meet beebee @ outside HOD.
Went up to toilet , first period was maths, but teacher didn't came.
Meetup w beebee @ toilet !
Talk crap , slackslack inside. She bullys me. >:

Then went back class , blah whatever .
Went recess w beebee, yanling , feodore :D !

Then after recess was english , Ate my medis , Sleep for 40 minutes @ class .
Woke up . went for uppersec assembly. -_-

Then listen 5 guys beatboxing? wtf. mouth like fake one like that. So fast.
HAHAHA.

Then went back tanlinhalt w beebee and darren. Met him nearby school.
Then slackslack , bee go remedial , i was called to go back do my EBS coursework -,-
Then went back do my coursework ........
Took bus together w bee , darren and feodore to darren's house .
After that Joycelyn bestieeee camed , Then went off .
Shiming camed .
Took bus to Redhill around 7pm + .

Eat @ Huns .
Bee went off .
then walked to idk where , Kimtian area?
Then Shiming want find Charlene , simin blahblahblah they all .
Then went find them , but was a mess !

So went down to voideck slack ah .Then slackslackslack lor.

Then around 9pm +
Finding cab like siao . then alighted @ da restaurant there w feodore and darren .

Sayonara !
:D .
i luv bee .

Went out today to dont know what place @ malaysia .

Was lost , i totally got no ways to chat w beebee :'( .
I'm fucking disappointed as my dad said that his bloody noob car is having problems .

And it may delay th time as we earlier decided that tmr morning we're go back to singapore .

But the car got something wrong , and still it's newyear , hard to find someone to fix that fucking noob car . Got no choice , found one person to fix @ 3pm tomorrow i think .

And my dad having problems to see , He scared that tomorrow after his car fixed , it will get late and he can't see clearly , plus he have to drive for like 5 hours ?



Dangerous ....



I wish i can get back home tomorrow !!!!!!!! :( .

Super duper misses to my beebee .
T_T ................................... i cannot stand it anymore .

Misses .

I'm at malaysia now ! This is the second day D: 3 more days i'll be back to singapore !

I sure miss my bestie, brother and friends.

ESPECIALLY , My beebee ):

Misses to you all .

I will come back soon . Wahahahaha . :D

Woke up around 2pm in da afternoon . Brushed teeth , ate my so called ' breakfast ' :p

Then went to bathed , prepare to go out .

Went to Terminal 1 , boughted a new school bag , and school shoes .

It totally looks like All star converse ? but idk why , the star in the middle is th same , but the all star is another word?

Whatever uhhh . Hahahaa , As long as it look good and nice can already :D

I miss my beeeeeee . i really miss her alot . i need her !

once i stepped into singapore custom i'll msg her :D

Alright im getting bored now , i reach back home @ malaysia ,

Now i'm using computer . Listening you lifted me out :D

Damn nice lor .

Nothing much to post !

I'm sure tomorrow i will update again !

Goodbye bloggers .

I LOVE MY BEE .

Arhjas .

• Went to school at 1pm plus today w yangyang for AdamKhoo's Course.
• Ate bloody load today lor .
• Dismissed at 8pm . OMG . Went to puff w frienddds .

Rot w darren @ commonwealth area , went home . :D

Short post for today , since nothing happen though .

But today's courses is really touching , made loads of people cried .

BUT . i didn't . >: HAHA .

Okay , nothing much to talk about too , SO .

I'm going to malaysia for 5 days tomorrow after school .

I miss my beeeeeeeeee like hell ?

I miss my besties ?

I miss my bedd ?

I miss everything around me .

Wo she bu de , but i'm forced to go . ):

so , i'll post @ malaysia ? :D

Takecare everyone !

I love beebee TTMAX ! :DD

Went to school today , before that meet bee @ mac ate tgt then went in school tgt .

went for th adamkhoo's course , starting was very entertaining ,

but overall was dam bored , and it kills me . Omg .

Halfway went off ......

Went to meet jr , yimei , lileng , darren .

Went home to rest blah . dad fetched me and darren to

MarinaSquare tuh meet joycelyn'bestie & yangyang !

Ate macdonalds @ there , blaah .

Went to walkwalk for awhile.

Took tripleone bus to Plazasing.

Played at jcube's for one hour , playing l4d with 3 of them .

Went home after that .

ily. like i always did.

Damn funny picture !

LOL .

Didn't go to school today ~

Overslept ,

Going tomorrow !

Short post today ~

Went to meet darren and slack , Smokesmoke .

Find meowjin @ 6c .

Slack slack slack ,

went home around 10 pm ?

Okay byebye .

Ilovebee.

Hopes everything's fine for her .

AND DON'T SMOKE IN SCHOOL TOILET ANYMORE !!

What the fuck is this ?
I tell you how i felt , that i dunt feel like going malaysia ,
cannot be i go with you unwillingly then being unhappy there for 5 days ?
then you start threatening me , say what i dunt go w you i dunt need go home ?
Fuckup lah hor . Zzzz , Then threaten me ?
Fuck my step mother .
Malaysian ? Go die lah . Bitch . Daughter of a bitch lah .
ANGRY !!

I only want to countdown newyear w friends ? Got wrong meh ?
Why must i go till so far with you just to pei you with that bitch ?
Go hongan lah . Mother fker . Zzzzz .
Threaten and threaten ? go die sua . Very big meh ? Go malaysia ?
Say i never think for you ? You got think for me bo ?
Never right , i go with you i unhappy ?
I don't go you unhappy .

Fuck yourself man .

No school today , Sunday !
:D

Saturday.

• Went to chc w beebee , michelle , darren , feodore , meowjin , shiming .
• Didn't went in and somebody went very angry w us :( .
• After that okay le , Went to bb's house , michelle at there While darren feodore and meowjin @ her house downstairs drinking i think ?
• Chatted with darren and michelle while waiting for my dad to reach purmei .
• Chatted alot of things ~ bu neng shuo de mimi. LOL.
• Then father camed and fetched me and sent darren home too .

Today.

• Slept at 7plus am in the morning cus talking to bee .
• Bee was forced to mop the floor although she haven't even sleep . HAHAHAHA .
• Slept till 12 , darren msg me , told him that i wanna sleep awhile more ,
• Didn't know he was outside my house for like 2hours plus .
• Woke up around 3pm plus ?
• Bathed prepare , went to vivo meet feodore and meowjin.
• Slack slack slack . .
• Went purmei meet bee w darren , played soccer then chiong up her house cus 8:59pm ._. She got probation . LOL chiongggs .
• After that chatted ate chocolate , watched tv , blahblah .
• Went home w darren (:

Hates to school tomorrow , i hate school ! As usual lor .

Chatting w bee @ msn , blog finish going off to sleep le . If not can't wake up tmr must chiong like siao . Hates to chiong like siao !

So , Goodbye toodles Sayonara ! i luv bee.

Arhjas :D ~

Today Zoee shall post !

Here's an awesome song & cute little video I'd like to share .
The Stand by Hillsongs .

I ♥ my bee and..
Im sorry for being selfish today .
Im sorry for hurting you with my words .
Im sorry for making you feel bad .
Im sorry for everything caused .
I've always been hard on you .

Despite all that , bee still loves me and cares for me .
It makes me happy . HIPHIPHOORAY !


ARGH !
Im sorrrrrryyyyyyy !!! Muacks~♥ *escapes from arhjas' fury*

God loves you . Jesus loves you and I LOVE YOU TOO ! ♥♥♥

Didn't went to school today D:
Sorry baby ! Left you alone .

Then darren , beebee , shiming in da cab waiting for me ,
then went tuh bathed then rush down quickly meet them in da cab .
Cab towards idk where , cus bee gg for her reporting ah .

Then after reporting went to vivo's skypark.
Slacked rottttt at there ,
Idk why i start to listen song nvr talk to you !
I'm sorry baby .
Duuuuui bu qiiiii ~
beebee and music ? which more important ?
bb more important uh. ;)

Don't sarcastic me liao T.T
keep saying , which more important ? MUSIC !
MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC !
Okay next time i don't listen music liao !!!!
Sorry okay !

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I hope i wunt see anymore scars on you again :( . Cuz it hurts .

Anw , short post , cus i gg to sleep liao .
I need to go school tomorrow ah ! Meeting beebee in th morning :D
Goodbye & goodnight everyone .
Tadas .
I love my bb~
SAYONARA~