Ranting.

There's so many things i wanna say . Yet nothing comes out in the end .

There's so many things i wanna do . Yet i got no guts to do anything .

I can't keep on like this sia . Walan . Idk what to do .

wtf . pekcek . there's no way we could communicate properly .

i tried so many ways to stop . it wont work .

I had too much hopes .

Everynight . turning left and right . Thinking what should i do .

I also wanna ask why so many people but you ?

But too bad . My heart wont answer me .

Epic me .

There's so many why in every action .

But i guess is i think too much .

You never liked me .

It's me , one sided .

I'm so angry at myself .

I know it takes time to stop .

But i can't wait and i don't want to .

Can someone tell me what to do ?

After 53241235432525432 days i finally gehyian to update my blog ^^ !!!!!

Idk what to post . -_-

Fuck my life's my favorite word now .

Not schooling alr . Enough of studying !

Have to find work and work alr !

Will be going to malaysia for five days on the 22nd untill 26th .

Don't feel like going but no choice . -.-

What is it has to do w me if they wanna marry . I also not their mother tio bo . LOL

New year was quite fun .

Only those part at grandma house was bored .

After that at safra v fun . wahaha .

Nothing much to post . bye .

i hope my papa will recover.

Sometimes i wanna hold on , sometimes i felt like giving up .

Sometimes i felt so happy , sometimes i felt so sad , sometimes i felt so angry , sometimes i felt so jealous .

Something's so damn wrong w me . -'-